Day 1:
I am totally not used to writing about myself, but I think its time for a bit of a change. As you have seen by the title I am from a very small town in the Southern Tier of New York. I graduated with a class of 26 people (Yes, i know its very small) and I am currently at junior at SUNY College of ESF. I am 20 years old and am starting to realize some new things. This blog isn't meant to just be all about me, Im thinking more of a way to document my day to day life and showcase my struggles and what im going through and mostly just to get some much need heat off my back (excuse the grammar mistakes and such, I will probably be writing all of these at very late times). Today while i was sitting in bed at around 10:00 pm I had quite the revelation as I have had many times before. I looked down to my marked up arms and my jiggly thighs and I thought to myself, why am i doing this to my body? Every new stretch mark that I find signals another few pounds gained and most of the times I just look at them and not care. How could I not care that im destroying my body at such a young age? I told myself that i was done with doing this to myself, that i would make better food choices and start taking care of myself more. I actually cleaned off the floor to my very messy room and did a 30 minute intense yoga training session from a video on youtube. I thought that it was going to be a breeze, I loved doing yoga in fitness classes in high school, but i was breathing heavy only 5 minutes in! LOL. Man was I winded by the end of it. My muscles were shaking and I was sweating, that was probably the only real muscle work out I had completed since two weeks ago in softball practice. I kept looking up at the timer they had going on the screen thinking, oh lord 20 more minutes it feels like its been an hour, but before I even knew it it was over and I was relaxing my muscles in the shower. I made a pact with myself to do this every night and continually get better at it, and I am hoping i can truly stick to it. Now that I have told you about my weight loss revelation that I had today let me complain about my class that I had today. SO on Tuesdays I only have one class at 12:30 (Nice right? I havent been able to sleep in on a week day in AGES). I do not enjoy this class at all, of course its required for my engineering major but remote sensing is literally such a boring subject. I spent most of the class doing dictionary.com's daily crossword puzzle. Our midterm for this class is in two weeks and man am i scared for that. We dont do example problems but we do take quizzes every thursday. To pass this class you have to get above a 65 on both the midterm and the final, and im actually starting to worry. I do say that about a lot of classes though and end up getting pretty decent grades. Im just a normal B student to be honest and I dont think theres anything wrong with that, and side note my remote sensing professor literally ALWAYS has a quarter zip on every day. He must have a million in his closet. LOL. So other than that class, I worked after it and then went to eat at Panera bread, and everytime im at the end of check out on the kiosk and it says "One specially priced bakery item" its such a deal, I cant pass it up, though I 100% should. Its definitely going to be hard trying to kick my sugar and chocolate addiction to get healthier. Tomorrow I have a pretty long day and have one more lab report to write for the week then it should be smooth sailing through the rest of the week. Im getting tired so im going to end this blog promptly. Ill write again tomorrow, I dont know if anyone will read these but welcome if you are. :)
-Remington <3
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